The misty air is brushing gently into my skin, giving me a melancholy feeling that awakens my senses. It's nice to be here all by myself, no crowd, no one to talk to. The sound of the wind whispers agonizing word of pains and sufferings into my ear. I want to stop it, but it had penetrated my heart.
Here I am again, with thoughts racing into my mind. I promised to forgive, and am still trying to. I have tried to smile and tell myself, "I am not hurt", but why am I crying? Why do these eyes cannot hide the pain that I feel, though I try hard to laugh out loud? Why does my heart throb in extreme pain? Why do I crouch in a dark corner and weep silently? I'm dazed off! Totally dazed off!
The sound of the waves echoes with my sobs, while I brush away the tears in my eyes. As I catch my breath to survive, I heard a dramatic harmony sounding into my ear like a heavenly tune. When I closed my eyes to feel the sudden comfort, one dream of mine immediately came into the picture of my imagination.
I was weeping hardly that time, that I find it so hard to breathe between my sobs. I don't know the reason why, but my heart is racing and the pain that I feel is crashing it into pieces. As I grasp into something to find comfort, I felt my face leaning into a soft pillow-like object. Suddenly, strong hands held me closer to feel my heartbeat, brushing my back gently, showing that he understands. I sobbed more, this time not because of pain, but because of immeasurable joy that overflowed my heart. No word has been said, just a mere tender touch has said it all.
A slight smile escaped my lips; I can still feel that tender touch in my dream. As I attempt to sway my head to dance with the tune sounding sweetly into my ear, it suddenly stopped, eradicating all the sudden comfort that my imagination brought. When I opened my eyes to lead my consciousness back to reality, I saw birds flying happily into the faded ray of sun. The sunset is beautiful, shedding its light to the blue-shaded ocean, creating a dreamy horizon.
Soon it will be dark, I must go home. With a glittering eyes and a merry heart, I held up my things and prepared to leave. As I gather my strength to take a deep breath of relief, I glanced again to the fading horizon. With a grin of happiness pictured in my face, I suddenly uttered, "God, you are really mysterious."
June 6, 2006
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